You were my first kiss
You were my first miss
What we made was our own
I went home and I told no one

Are you watching me
Am I different
Or am I the same

You don’t have to say “I love you too”
That’s not what I want to hear from you

Thought I saw you the other day
You changed your hair but you looked the same
Well I make wishes late in the day
You’re six feet under and you’re safe

Are you watching me
Am I different
Or am I the same

You don’t have to say “I love you too”
That’s not what I want to hear from you

Oh I want to die with you
Oh Oh Oh Oh I
Oh I want to die with you
Oh Oh Oh Oh
And are you lonely
Oh Oh Oh Oh

Oh I want to die with you
Oh Oh Oh Oh I
Oh I want to die with you
Oh Oh Oh Oh
And can I join you
Oh Oh Oh Oh

Oh I want to die with you
Oh Oh Oh Oh I
Oh I want to die with you
Oh Oh Oh Oh
And shall we meet
Once again

Are you watching me
Am I different
Or am I the same

A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it’s left me blind

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too

So I stayed in the darkness with you

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

Don’t wanna see the stars
Don’t wanna see the moon
Don’t wanna see the sun
That rises up too soon

Don’t wanna see the day
Don’t wanna see the night
Oh the afternoon it fells.. about lie.

I’am a spaceman flying high
I’am the astronaut in the sky
Don’t worry, I’m ok now
I’am the light in the dark
I’am the march
I’am the spark
Don’t worry I’m ok now

After the sun always comes the rain,
Followed by hurt and pain.
After the light comes the dark,
After the love comes the breaking of my heart

I’am a spaceman flying high
I’am the astronaut in the sky
Don’t worry, I’m ok now
I’am the light in the dark
I’am the march
I’am the spark
Don’t worry I’m ok now

I’am a spaceman flying high
I’am the astronaut in the sky
Don’t worry, I’m ok now
I’am the light in the dark
I’am the march
I’am the spark
Don’t worry I’m ok now

Just dry your tears and I’ll be there,
Don’t leave for anger all this pain
Don’t worry, I’m ok, I’m ok now.

(I’ve got to get on it)
(I’ve got to get on it)
(I’ve got to get on it)

Bodies disengaged, our mouths are fleshing over.
It’s just an echo game, irises retreating
to ovals of white.
The urge to feel your face
And blood rushing to paint my handprint
A Frisbee one by one
Your vinyl on lamanent
Desperate for some kind of contact.

First train home, I’ve got to get on it (3x)
To Catch, to catch, catch catch catch.
First train home, I’ve got to get on it (3x)
First Train home

Temporal deadzone where clocks are barely breathing
Yet no one cares to notice for all the yelling
All night clamor to hold it together.
I want to play don’t wait forms in the hideaway
I want to get on with getting on with things
I want to run in fields, paint the kitchen
And love someone
And I can’t do any of that here, can I?

First train home, I’ve got to get on it (3x)
First Train home

So what? You’ve had one too many.
So what? I’m not that much fun to be with
So what? You’ve come silly hatter
So what? I didn’t want to come here, anyway.

What matters you, doesn’t matter, matter to me.
What matters to me, doesn’t matter, matter to you.
What matters to you, doesn’t matter, matter to them.
What matters to them, doesn’t change anything.

Got to get on it first train home.
Got to get on it first train home

First train home I’ve got to get on it
(I’ve got to get on it)
To catch, to catch, catch-catch, catch.
(First train home)
First train home I’ve got to get on it
First train home.
(First train home)

To go, to go, to go
Get, get, get, get
Out, out, out, out
Now, now, now, now

If I ever leave this world alive
I’ll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I’ll come back down and sit beside your
feet tonight
Wherever I am you’ll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I’ll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don’t shed a tear
I’ll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I’m okay; I’m alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I’m okay; I’m alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright